I woke up to some saltfish and dumplings my gramps got for me. I woke up showered and had some breakfast. After saying my goodbye's to everyone my gramps drove me to the airport, we said our farewells and I was off.
Everything went smoothly untill I reached atlanta to transfer. I went straight to the gate untill I saw a mcdonalds. I was feeling kinda hungry and didn't really wanna eat the airplane food so I bought me a meal and walked to the gate. I saw this guy go through the doors and asked 1 of the 2 women standing there about boarding, she brushed me off. I waited till the other woman was free and I asked her and she told me I they just closed the gate and I missed my plane...
I got it re-Booked FOR THE SAME TIME THE NEXT DAY but I might have to pay $250 of the people at the gate don't check up on my boarding pass. I hope they won't and pray to god and Sex And The City they won't!
I wrote all the missing days while waiting on the next flight
I was talking to Pariah that I was writing while sitting here. He said what u writing? And I told him I was finishing my blog. I was shocked when he asked me if he could read it. So I told him no u gotta wait till I finish all the days of the vacation or else u won't understand, you'll get hurt. He's like why what happened? So I told him about JJ without really mentioning him. He got angry upset and disappointed with me.
We kinda talked/discussed it and he feels really betrayed and hurt. While I think he shouldn't have blew it up so much. I know I was wrong I admit BUT yeah ok you cheated first, you broke up with me twice for no reason. And all I did was cheat even you keeping score I should be the one still fucking upset but life doesn't work like that. Emotionally I found that he couldve been more understanding because he was bowing it up sooo much while I was angry and whatever too but I didn't let it get the best of me. Is it because it happened to you that u now fully comprehend the extend of of the meaning being hurt?
He wants me to make it up with him but honestly do I? The Bestie Nige also said u love this boy that's why ur saying you want him back but ur head says somethng else cuz ur distracted. I don't know my heart is ripped into a triangle with JJ, Pariah & Carson as the ends. (Haha yes ya'll forgot about him didn't ya'll)
He's still in the picture too, he bbm'ed me to ask about my atlanta situation. After that we just talked and said I was crazy. So I said that's why u like me right? He said I wanted to something but I thought never mind... I told him how can you say that now I'm curious!!! After some pulling I got him to confess that he said that he liked me for reasons beyond that. He started writing that I was sexy, fun, good in bed and all that good stuff and that we had to talk when I came back. I was like ok.... =p
I'm here from 3.45pm and its passed midnight now.
Me and Pariah had ANOTHER blow out cuz he was playing games in this whole forgiveness thing and he called me a sex addicted hoe. So I put some things straight. And now we in an open relatiosnhip till we live together.
I'm tired of this night its been emotionally straining....
And to top it off we just really broke up now because he couldn't take it.... Owh well. Its actually good that the Trinity is no more. I just never thought Pariah was the first one to drop from it...
Its 1.43am
And now were back on open relationship thing...
And then I decided to be monogamous towards him, he was happy
It was finally time to get on the plane and go home :D only to hear that Pariah tried to cheat but couldn't cuz he loved me to much? I was like no that's just you playing games again and I'm tired of this now.
So we decided to just stay friends
I am now making my way through Germany to go back home. I'm so tired and this last 2 day have been so straining on me ill probably faint when I'll hit my bed. Ugh and I gotta work tomorrow!
Welcome Back To Reality...
Saturday, June 5, 2010
Day Thirteen: Family Matters
The next day I got ready for my grandpa to come and pick me up from the hotel. We agreed on Noon but he was a lil held up because of a road being cloased.
*Ring-Ring*
Frontdesk you're supposedto check out today...?
I'm like what?! I was supposed to stay till till tomorrow. Well it turnout I forgot to pay for the last day and didn't count the days right... OMG so I packed my bag as quick as I could and went downstairs. Checked out and waited with. Packed bag and waited for gramps and hoped he would mind me staying over so all of a sudden.
He came in this pick-up truck 15 minutes later and was everything I imagined him to be. Lol funny. He was very talkative and that was good because without some alcohol I can be quite shy sometimes... We talked bout a lot of things. Who was in the house my other cousins, uncles aunties and his girlfriend.
We arrived at his house which was in Miramar, quite a lil distance from downtown miami. I met my uncle who was 20 (a year older than me) and later another cousin who was 26 and was from NY here on holiday with her boyfriend and daughter. My granmps brought me to some stores and showed me around and I went to WALMART OMG! I love that store! But its just a shame the one I was in didn't have any guns. I wanted to see with my own eyes Guns in a Grocerystore.
We went back to the house ate something and Gramps started to get some trouble (he has a very bad health) so he went to lay down. Later my cousin and her husband came from the beach and had a drink and a smoke with me on the patio. I got soooo fucked up!! But it was fun ending the last day with them like that. I went to the couch and went to sleep.
*Ring-Ring*
Frontdesk you're supposedto check out today...?
I'm like what?! I was supposed to stay till till tomorrow. Well it turnout I forgot to pay for the last day and didn't count the days right... OMG so I packed my bag as quick as I could and went downstairs. Checked out and waited with. Packed bag and waited for gramps and hoped he would mind me staying over so all of a sudden.
He came in this pick-up truck 15 minutes later and was everything I imagined him to be. Lol funny. He was very talkative and that was good because without some alcohol I can be quite shy sometimes... We talked bout a lot of things. Who was in the house my other cousins, uncles aunties and his girlfriend.
We arrived at his house which was in Miramar, quite a lil distance from downtown miami. I met my uncle who was 20 (a year older than me) and later another cousin who was 26 and was from NY here on holiday with her boyfriend and daughter. My granmps brought me to some stores and showed me around and I went to WALMART OMG! I love that store! But its just a shame the one I was in didn't have any guns. I wanted to see with my own eyes Guns in a Grocerystore.
We went back to the house ate something and Gramps started to get some trouble (he has a very bad health) so he went to lay down. Later my cousin and her husband came from the beach and had a drink and a smoke with me on the patio. I got soooo fucked up!! But it was fun ending the last day with them like that. I went to the couch and went to sleep.
Day Twelve: Satellites
We woke up. Me and JJ in the same bed and Jacques in the other. They were packing their bags because check-out was in a few minutes. I stayed in bed as long as I could. To linger in last night that came alive this morning.
We went downstairs they checked out and we walked out the hotel together, me JJ, Jacques and Sir. We had our last cigarette and while we did that I contemplated on my whole vacation and how my vacation would have been withouth them... I looked at the 3 of them. And I could honestly call them my friends and know I would have to go to their hometown to come and kick it with them.
We threw our cigarettes on the ground. And I looked at them again. I hugged Jacques first, JJ second an Sir third. As JJ and Sir walked left to the garage, Jacques waited on Yellow, I walked down the road looking back nostalgicly.
When I reached my hotel I felt a light depression come over me. I just took a nap to get over it but it didn't leave when I woke up. I heard JJ's words burning my ear keep communication! We should skype, he said while he hugged me. I went to the foodcourt to get something to eat but I didn't feel like eating anything cuz it reminded me of Pariah who was also stuck in my head. He also left me. While he hugged me goodbye he burned my ears. We'll keep messaging on bbm like crazy till I see you again, he said.
I came back to the hotel sat on the bed and messaged my mother that the number she gave me to reach my grandfather didn't work and that she should give him the hotel number so he could reach me.
While waiting on the response, one of my Ex-boyfriends saw that I put depressed in my status and started talking to me. While talking I started to realize that I've been so foolish. JJ is just a Summer Someone. Once I leave I probably won't feel like that bout him anymore and that Pariah was way more Interesting... Why he had a better feeling about Pariah I dunno. But it was funny to hear it from his mouth.
I got called by my grandpa whom I've never seen... We talked and he was gonna pick me up tomorrow. Good thing because I didn't know what the next day had in store for me...
We went downstairs they checked out and we walked out the hotel together, me JJ, Jacques and Sir. We had our last cigarette and while we did that I contemplated on my whole vacation and how my vacation would have been withouth them... I looked at the 3 of them. And I could honestly call them my friends and know I would have to go to their hometown to come and kick it with them.
We threw our cigarettes on the ground. And I looked at them again. I hugged Jacques first, JJ second an Sir third. As JJ and Sir walked left to the garage, Jacques waited on Yellow, I walked down the road looking back nostalgicly.
When I reached my hotel I felt a light depression come over me. I just took a nap to get over it but it didn't leave when I woke up. I heard JJ's words burning my ear keep communication! We should skype, he said while he hugged me. I went to the foodcourt to get something to eat but I didn't feel like eating anything cuz it reminded me of Pariah who was also stuck in my head. He also left me. While he hugged me goodbye he burned my ears. We'll keep messaging on bbm like crazy till I see you again, he said.
I came back to the hotel sat on the bed and messaged my mother that the number she gave me to reach my grandfather didn't work and that she should give him the hotel number so he could reach me.
While waiting on the response, one of my Ex-boyfriends saw that I put depressed in my status and started talking to me. While talking I started to realize that I've been so foolish. JJ is just a Summer Someone. Once I leave I probably won't feel like that bout him anymore and that Pariah was way more Interesting... Why he had a better feeling about Pariah I dunno. But it was funny to hear it from his mouth.
I got called by my grandpa whom I've never seen... We talked and he was gonna pick me up tomorrow. Good thing because I didn't know what the next day had in store for me...
Day Eleven: When The Cats Out The House, The Mice Dance On The Table
Insane title for an insane day...
Today was the second best day I had since my whole vacation. It was bittersweet knowing everyone left but the fun we had made up for so much!
Me and Pariah Woke up, showered got dressed, packed and held eachother till time came to say goodbye. A few times he broke down in some crying and to be honest I just wanted to be strong and not cry but when time came that he had to go I did shed a few manly tears hidden so he couldn't see.
I walked them down to the car hugged everyone and waved them goodbye. As I looked at the car going around the corner I thought is that the guy who I might end up with later in life? My soulmate? I can't say nottin for sure but its the best damn candidate untill now. Or do u think I'm exaggerating? LOL. I walked back in got showered and got ready for the rest of my day.
I called Steward to ask him what he was doin but it seemed as if he was gonna have sex so I bbm'ed Jacques but he didn't respond? I got called right after I called Steward again. It was JJ he was at the pool at the Hyatt just sunbading and asked me to come over. So I guess I did...
Packed my loose swimmingtrunks and went to the hyatt. I found JJ chillin at the pool with Sir and 2 guys I'm gonna call Ebony and Lovin'
Ebony is a dark chocolate guy that's a lil on the fem side but has an athletic build with a big ass low fade and is like 5.11ft so just an inch away from being an amazon.
Lovin' is 6.1ft thick really nice and an undercover freak! He's pretty in his face and had his hair short too.
So we met the day before at the beach already and it seemed they were a part of the gang too. So we got to talking and they went in and out the water every once a while and we got to meet 2 guys from dallas texas infront of us and later on a few guys that knew dutch guys! I was like huh are there more dutch people here? He was like yeah he looks like this blalabla I was like fine if he/they come(s) over lemme know. After a short while they come down and I'm being called over to their pool chairs.
We're having a funny lil conversation in our language, when Buff walks down. I hugg him and say u know they're dutch too?! He's like yeah that one is my cousin! I couldn't stop lauging!
So after the poolscene. We go up to the Room so everyone can get changed and Jacques who was discovering the world of Adam4Adam and BGC was having a blast in bed and sent us (JJ, Sir and me) on a field trip to Little Haiti to get him some food so he could have the room for himself.
I made a few to a lot of pictures of little haiti, its really funny to see the distance of city & ghetto is only a quarter mile and on the same street too. We got the food and drove back to the hotel.
Yeah it was kinda strange chillin wit JJ and his Boyfriend Sir. I didn't know if Sir knew about us and if he minded but he always stayed chill and I asked JJ too if he knew but he said he didn't think so.
Me and Sir, apart from the drunken beach fiasco, had some time to talk while we we're getting the car before we went to little haiti. I asked him if he had any dick already, probably to ease my mind about me sleeping with his boyfriend. He said he didn't he almost did cuz he had numbers and gave his but when they called he was already asleep so it didn't really work out but because this was the last night he said he was really gonna be on the prowl for dick.
Was that supposed to make me feel better... It sure as hell didn't. I'm not a boyfriendstealer. I'm too much of a romantic to do that to someone... They said their relationship is solid so I trust they know what they're doin. (Writing that just now felt like a sideline-ho trying to sweettalk what she doin)
We came back to the room and Sir went to his own room. We were deciding to go to the club or not. But unlike last time I kept my foot down and said I wasn't going anywhere cuz I was broke as hell. JJ didn't wanna go cuz they had checkout in the mornin.
After eating we decided to smoke. We're sitting downstairs in front at the hotel entrance with Ebony, JJ, Jacques, Steward and H. After a while Jacqus goes back upstairs because he had a fight with H. About Honesty. JJ decided to go somewhere and didn't come back for a long time. After a while Shorty and Joe walk by saying they're gonna get some alcohol. They did not eventually. So it was just me Ebony, Steward, and H.
Every 5 minutes someone came up to me and ask for a light so when this cute latino shorty came and asked for a light I told him its a light for ur number. We started talking but earlier we were talking bout getting other people dates so we tried it out on him. Me and Ebony went in while H. And Steward were just watching and laughing. We asked his name. I asked him are you a top? Ebony asked you got a big dick? I said can he sit on ur face, u do that? Then he said yeah but who you talking bout? Then Ebony said one of my friends sittin here if you could pick 1 of us which 1 would u pick. He said all of u I don't mind. (Very nonchalant but swaggerless) me and Ebony were looking at eachother like that was such a lame answer. So Ebony said its this one and he pointed to Steward. He looked like he didn't want Steward. I was laughing in my head!!!!! He said I'm gonna go up to my room to eat a burger ill be back. We were like can't he come with you?! He was like ok sure fin whatever. So Steward got up and went with him while we made sex and kissy noises LOL.
After a short while Ebony went upstairs but he was gonna be back after a lil while. JJ came back with some alcohol and Lovin' too coincidentally. We started drinking and decided to go up to Lovin' and Ebony's room after Ebony came down. It appeared all Steward did was give the lil latino shorty head and then he got kicked out the room! LMAO it wasn't funny but we were so drunk OMG we were rollin!!!
We went up to JJ and Jacques room because we decided to go to the Viceroy Hotel where Shorty, Fro and Joe have a Room, so we could go swimming! When we get to their hotelroom we meet these two guys with a room accross the hall 1 is a singer/songwriter and sang us a song (because I pressured him into doing that) OMG we all melted right there in the hallway. The other dude was a mix in a million dark skinned cutie who I was after untill we found out he only like white guys because he's been hurt by 2 black guys in previous relationships... U can smell it we had a MAJOR discussion about this in our room! Lol finally after it was done we went to the others hotel.
We didn't really do that much, just swim and talk. It was fun and so beautifull in the ViceRoy we decided to stay there next time but its like 500 a night I dunno if my budget is gonna allow that unless a share a room with someone LOL. JJ was feelin up on me in the pool a few times but it stayed kinda mellow between us. He did keep giving me the occasional look he gives me once every while but nothing really happened untill we went back to the Hotel everyone went to bed cuz we staid in the pool till almost 5am and they had to check out before 12!
I went back to the hyatt and Me and JJ spent the night together...
Today was the second best day I had since my whole vacation. It was bittersweet knowing everyone left but the fun we had made up for so much!
Me and Pariah Woke up, showered got dressed, packed and held eachother till time came to say goodbye. A few times he broke down in some crying and to be honest I just wanted to be strong and not cry but when time came that he had to go I did shed a few manly tears hidden so he couldn't see.
I walked them down to the car hugged everyone and waved them goodbye. As I looked at the car going around the corner I thought is that the guy who I might end up with later in life? My soulmate? I can't say nottin for sure but its the best damn candidate untill now. Or do u think I'm exaggerating? LOL. I walked back in got showered and got ready for the rest of my day.
I called Steward to ask him what he was doin but it seemed as if he was gonna have sex so I bbm'ed Jacques but he didn't respond? I got called right after I called Steward again. It was JJ he was at the pool at the Hyatt just sunbading and asked me to come over. So I guess I did...
Packed my loose swimmingtrunks and went to the hyatt. I found JJ chillin at the pool with Sir and 2 guys I'm gonna call Ebony and Lovin'
Ebony is a dark chocolate guy that's a lil on the fem side but has an athletic build with a big ass low fade and is like 5.11ft so just an inch away from being an amazon.
Lovin' is 6.1ft thick really nice and an undercover freak! He's pretty in his face and had his hair short too.
So we met the day before at the beach already and it seemed they were a part of the gang too. So we got to talking and they went in and out the water every once a while and we got to meet 2 guys from dallas texas infront of us and later on a few guys that knew dutch guys! I was like huh are there more dutch people here? He was like yeah he looks like this blalabla I was like fine if he/they come(s) over lemme know. After a short while they come down and I'm being called over to their pool chairs.
We're having a funny lil conversation in our language, when Buff walks down. I hugg him and say u know they're dutch too?! He's like yeah that one is my cousin! I couldn't stop lauging!
So after the poolscene. We go up to the Room so everyone can get changed and Jacques who was discovering the world of Adam4Adam and BGC was having a blast in bed and sent us (JJ, Sir and me) on a field trip to Little Haiti to get him some food so he could have the room for himself.
I made a few to a lot of pictures of little haiti, its really funny to see the distance of city & ghetto is only a quarter mile and on the same street too. We got the food and drove back to the hotel.
Yeah it was kinda strange chillin wit JJ and his Boyfriend Sir. I didn't know if Sir knew about us and if he minded but he always stayed chill and I asked JJ too if he knew but he said he didn't think so.
Me and Sir, apart from the drunken beach fiasco, had some time to talk while we we're getting the car before we went to little haiti. I asked him if he had any dick already, probably to ease my mind about me sleeping with his boyfriend. He said he didn't he almost did cuz he had numbers and gave his but when they called he was already asleep so it didn't really work out but because this was the last night he said he was really gonna be on the prowl for dick.
Was that supposed to make me feel better... It sure as hell didn't. I'm not a boyfriendstealer. I'm too much of a romantic to do that to someone... They said their relationship is solid so I trust they know what they're doin. (Writing that just now felt like a sideline-ho trying to sweettalk what she doin)
We came back to the room and Sir went to his own room. We were deciding to go to the club or not. But unlike last time I kept my foot down and said I wasn't going anywhere cuz I was broke as hell. JJ didn't wanna go cuz they had checkout in the mornin.
After eating we decided to smoke. We're sitting downstairs in front at the hotel entrance with Ebony, JJ, Jacques, Steward and H. After a while Jacqus goes back upstairs because he had a fight with H. About Honesty. JJ decided to go somewhere and didn't come back for a long time. After a while Shorty and Joe walk by saying they're gonna get some alcohol. They did not eventually. So it was just me Ebony, Steward, and H.
Every 5 minutes someone came up to me and ask for a light so when this cute latino shorty came and asked for a light I told him its a light for ur number. We started talking but earlier we were talking bout getting other people dates so we tried it out on him. Me and Ebony went in while H. And Steward were just watching and laughing. We asked his name. I asked him are you a top? Ebony asked you got a big dick? I said can he sit on ur face, u do that? Then he said yeah but who you talking bout? Then Ebony said one of my friends sittin here if you could pick 1 of us which 1 would u pick. He said all of u I don't mind. (Very nonchalant but swaggerless) me and Ebony were looking at eachother like that was such a lame answer. So Ebony said its this one and he pointed to Steward. He looked like he didn't want Steward. I was laughing in my head!!!!! He said I'm gonna go up to my room to eat a burger ill be back. We were like can't he come with you?! He was like ok sure fin whatever. So Steward got up and went with him while we made sex and kissy noises LOL.
After a short while Ebony went upstairs but he was gonna be back after a lil while. JJ came back with some alcohol and Lovin' too coincidentally. We started drinking and decided to go up to Lovin' and Ebony's room after Ebony came down. It appeared all Steward did was give the lil latino shorty head and then he got kicked out the room! LMAO it wasn't funny but we were so drunk OMG we were rollin!!!
We went up to JJ and Jacques room because we decided to go to the Viceroy Hotel where Shorty, Fro and Joe have a Room, so we could go swimming! When we get to their hotelroom we meet these two guys with a room accross the hall 1 is a singer/songwriter and sang us a song (because I pressured him into doing that) OMG we all melted right there in the hallway. The other dude was a mix in a million dark skinned cutie who I was after untill we found out he only like white guys because he's been hurt by 2 black guys in previous relationships... U can smell it we had a MAJOR discussion about this in our room! Lol finally after it was done we went to the others hotel.
We didn't really do that much, just swim and talk. It was fun and so beautifull in the ViceRoy we decided to stay there next time but its like 500 a night I dunno if my budget is gonna allow that unless a share a room with someone LOL. JJ was feelin up on me in the pool a few times but it stayed kinda mellow between us. He did keep giving me the occasional look he gives me once every while but nothing really happened untill we went back to the Hotel everyone went to bed cuz we staid in the pool till almost 5am and they had to check out before 12!
I went back to the hyatt and Me and JJ spent the night together...
Day Nine & Ten: Crash
Day nine is so blurry I can't really remember what happened this day? Owh I remember MY HAIR!!!!
We went to this salon to get ourselves "pampered" Pariah did his lines and got his hair washed, RiRi did her nails and I was gonna get curls in my hair! But what this bitch did is straighten it out instead and gave me this lame ass jerry curl! No thank you! And then she tried to charge me $70 hell to the motherfucking no!!!!
I was so angry!
I didn't pay the whole thing.
After that we just walked ocean drive and Collins with the 2 girls and we tried to go out but we wasn't feeling it so I told RiRi go get urself a man, I like that nigga with the pink shirt. And what happened... He stepped up to her and they started talking they exchanged numbers and we went back to the hotel. While me and Pariah were getting it on RiRi went back to Ocean drive to meet him and Fucked his brains out LOL.
This we had to hear the next day.
Sunday, they had this big black gay thing on the Haulover Park Beach aka the Nude Beach. Everyone was there all my friends including JJ, so after sitting in the sand for a lil while I bump into a Shorty, Fro, Sir and Steward. Steward was a lil mad we haven't contacted eachother that much since he went into the Hyatt on thursday. So after some talking he cooled off And I introduced Pariah to everyone. Then we bumped into Jacques and JJ and they met too. We jumped in to the super salty ass water and had sum fun, all of us.
RiRi decided she wants to go and charge her phone, because she was bored and didn't wanna go in the water. She took her bag with her that contained my shirt, Pariah's pants and his slippers. We were sittin on the beach again and Sir took my Cap and pulled me to go find some men on the beach for him, so I told Pariah ill be back in a second. Wrong move...
We encounter *Yellow* and he is so drunk callin Sir his brother and wanting to take pictures with everyone on the beach. While me and Sir just wanted to go toilet at a certain point. It was a big ass hassle to pee and get back to the beach thanks to Yellow. When I came back to the spot I saw everyone except Pariah. He packed all the stuff. And his batt was empty so he was playing with my phone. After 2 minutes of stressing I see him walking towards me. HE WAS PISSED!
"How could u leave me like that, I felt like a fool sittin there waiting on you. Ur friends asking me where u at and I'm like idunno. I almost cried u know that, I hate this feeling. That's why I don't like relationships." While we were walking towards the exit I had a lot of apologyzing to do. I eventually set him straight by reminding him how he made me feel with a few actions of his that were 10 times worse.
We took the bus back to ocean drive to meet up with the 2 girls get some alcohol and drink it in their hotelroom in the Days Inn. They were sleepin with almost 9 girls in a room with only 2 beds... that's ghetto...
After a dry night @ the hotel room of the 2 girls drove us home. Where RiRi left for Ocean me and Pariah had our last night together which was a lil emotional but more sexual.
He was leaving back home with the others at Noon
We went to this salon to get ourselves "pampered" Pariah did his lines and got his hair washed, RiRi did her nails and I was gonna get curls in my hair! But what this bitch did is straighten it out instead and gave me this lame ass jerry curl! No thank you! And then she tried to charge me $70 hell to the motherfucking no!!!!
I was so angry!
I didn't pay the whole thing.
After that we just walked ocean drive and Collins with the 2 girls and we tried to go out but we wasn't feeling it so I told RiRi go get urself a man, I like that nigga with the pink shirt. And what happened... He stepped up to her and they started talking they exchanged numbers and we went back to the hotel. While me and Pariah were getting it on RiRi went back to Ocean drive to meet him and Fucked his brains out LOL.
This we had to hear the next day.
Sunday, they had this big black gay thing on the Haulover Park Beach aka the Nude Beach. Everyone was there all my friends including JJ, so after sitting in the sand for a lil while I bump into a Shorty, Fro, Sir and Steward. Steward was a lil mad we haven't contacted eachother that much since he went into the Hyatt on thursday. So after some talking he cooled off And I introduced Pariah to everyone. Then we bumped into Jacques and JJ and they met too. We jumped in to the super salty ass water and had sum fun, all of us.
RiRi decided she wants to go and charge her phone, because she was bored and didn't wanna go in the water. She took her bag with her that contained my shirt, Pariah's pants and his slippers. We were sittin on the beach again and Sir took my Cap and pulled me to go find some men on the beach for him, so I told Pariah ill be back in a second. Wrong move...
We encounter *Yellow* and he is so drunk callin Sir his brother and wanting to take pictures with everyone on the beach. While me and Sir just wanted to go toilet at a certain point. It was a big ass hassle to pee and get back to the beach thanks to Yellow. When I came back to the spot I saw everyone except Pariah. He packed all the stuff. And his batt was empty so he was playing with my phone. After 2 minutes of stressing I see him walking towards me. HE WAS PISSED!
"How could u leave me like that, I felt like a fool sittin there waiting on you. Ur friends asking me where u at and I'm like idunno. I almost cried u know that, I hate this feeling. That's why I don't like relationships." While we were walking towards the exit I had a lot of apologyzing to do. I eventually set him straight by reminding him how he made me feel with a few actions of his that were 10 times worse.
We took the bus back to ocean drive to meet up with the 2 girls get some alcohol and drink it in their hotelroom in the Days Inn. They were sleepin with almost 9 girls in a room with only 2 beds... that's ghetto...
After a dry night @ the hotel room of the 2 girls drove us home. Where RiRi left for Ocean me and Pariah had our last night together which was a lil emotional but more sexual.
He was leaving back home with the others at Noon
Day Eight: Change of Heart
I slept in till really late. I was tired like crazy!!! I think I stayed in bed till almost 3 or 4pm me and Pariah were bbm-ing untill he arrived. I went downstairs to go get him. I looked a hot mess but I really didn't care that much because I was so tired!
When I saw him... He was exactly how I imagined him to be, but just a lil taller. He and one of his girlfriends let's call her RiRi was there too. I walked down the stairs and made a grand entrance they looked to the right staring at me. after a quick hello they brought their luggage up to my room first before RiRi going back down to get her a room for herself. I looked at Pariah and I just wanted to hug him.
We kissed for the first time and it as if I already knew him... Honestly I'd rather feel that over butterflies at the first kiss because that always indicates Epic things and those relationships end up not how I want them 2. We got to know each other physically, aka sex. And it felt good too as if we knew one another.
After a quick shower a wardrobe change and a few kisses later we went to get some food at the bayside marketplace. Its in downtown miami near my hotel and it has a foodcourt. We all got to know each other real good and I became friends with RiRi as well. After that, they 2 girls they drove all the way from Wisconsin with that slept in a diff hotel, came and picked us up and we went to this Rookie NFL players hotelroom (seriously I forgot his name...) But the party was so wack. There were like 3 guys watching basketball and 25 girls were 20 of them were underage and they were either sittin in the bedroom or else smoking or watching TV.
We left real early like after 10 minutes. We walked down to a liquor store and got some drinks and went back to the hotel but not to the room! We went to the beach behind it and the 2 girls joined us later on. Pariah says I get really talkative when I'm drunk. We just had some fun on the beach before going back to the hotel.
I didn't see JJ that day at all and to be honest I thought about him when I kissed Pariah just a few times. I know that's really stupid... And does it mean anything? NO. It does not. at least u think so?
I don't even know why I'm doing this comparison...
When I saw him... He was exactly how I imagined him to be, but just a lil taller. He and one of his girlfriends let's call her RiRi was there too. I walked down the stairs and made a grand entrance they looked to the right staring at me. after a quick hello they brought their luggage up to my room first before RiRi going back down to get her a room for herself. I looked at Pariah and I just wanted to hug him.
We kissed for the first time and it as if I already knew him... Honestly I'd rather feel that over butterflies at the first kiss because that always indicates Epic things and those relationships end up not how I want them 2. We got to know each other physically, aka sex. And it felt good too as if we knew one another.
After a quick shower a wardrobe change and a few kisses later we went to get some food at the bayside marketplace. Its in downtown miami near my hotel and it has a foodcourt. We all got to know each other real good and I became friends with RiRi as well. After that, they 2 girls they drove all the way from Wisconsin with that slept in a diff hotel, came and picked us up and we went to this Rookie NFL players hotelroom (seriously I forgot his name...) But the party was so wack. There were like 3 guys watching basketball and 25 girls were 20 of them were underage and they were either sittin in the bedroom or else smoking or watching TV.
We left real early like after 10 minutes. We walked down to a liquor store and got some drinks and went back to the hotel but not to the room! We went to the beach behind it and the 2 girls joined us later on. Pariah says I get really talkative when I'm drunk. We just had some fun on the beach before going back to the hotel.
I didn't see JJ that day at all and to be honest I thought about him when I kissed Pariah just a few times. I know that's really stupid... And does it mean anything? NO. It does not. at least u think so?
I don't even know why I'm doing this comparison...
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Day Seven: For The Love Of Tonii
After that crazy exhausting night we had breakfast on the Patio. Later we checked into the hyatt where I bumped into JJ and Jacques we said hello and promised to met up later. We went to Aventura Mall to do some shopping and I found such a nice jacket for just $20 in urban outfitters. I was satisfied.
The morning and afternoon was just a regular tourist-ish day.
When we came back to the hotel I met Steward, Jacques and JJ in the lobby. So from there we started chillin and I asked if JJ had a roomkey, he was like yeah I do why? I just grabbed him and went upstairs.
In the room we started making out and everything. We got naked and got under the covers. Jacques and Steward entered the room. And they pulled the covers back. Steward: "Ya'll Carrying on!" we got dressed and after a while more people start entering the room. So JJ told me he had a roomkey for a room they used to stay in but they got moved. We got dressed and kissed our way to the next room down the hall.
We got undressed and before u knew it we were at it. The sex was almost amazin I'm not gonna lie it could've been better but we clicked though I felt that and saw in his face he was enjoying it. We showered after, freshened up and went back to the room.
We walked around the neighborhood and just talked and when we got back to the hotel 2 new additions to the gang presented themselves let's call them Shorty and Fro. Shorty like his name is short and light skinned masculine with a slightly light voice. Fro has the prettiest curly afro I have ever seen! Hence the nickname LOL but he just a lil darker than me and just as tall. I labeled him an amazon, like me.
After a very long discussion we went and decided we were gonna go clubbin. We went to this club Ice Palace. I thought it was boring... It was filled with black gay people who were not hittin on me... LOL not that I wanted too because I was not drunk either high enough to deal with them :p I did say hello or an occasional ur cute too at guys that was staring just a little too long, and they turned. ugh.... I was like whatever if u aint got the balls to talk to me then don't stare! After a little bit of dancing and having fun and a lot walking!!! We went back to the hotel.
We (JJ, Jacques, Fro, Joe, Shorty) were just chillin in the hotel after the club and after a short while everyone decided to "sleep" Jacques fell asleep in a second and JJ was laying next to him and he asked me to come in the bed with him, I did. We just kissed till like 5 or 6am. And to my surprise Fro and Shorty were getting it on, on the other bed! LOL
I only stayed so long because I misunderstood that the boy I was talking about in "an American Affaires" blog aka Pariah was supposed to be here @ 5am but it turned out to be 5pm. After my hours long farewell kiss I went to my hotel to wake up to a mixed up situation between me my summer love and my american boyfriend...
The morning and afternoon was just a regular tourist-ish day.
When we came back to the hotel I met Steward, Jacques and JJ in the lobby. So from there we started chillin and I asked if JJ had a roomkey, he was like yeah I do why? I just grabbed him and went upstairs.
In the room we started making out and everything. We got naked and got under the covers. Jacques and Steward entered the room. And they pulled the covers back. Steward: "Ya'll Carrying on!" we got dressed and after a while more people start entering the room. So JJ told me he had a roomkey for a room they used to stay in but they got moved. We got dressed and kissed our way to the next room down the hall.
We got undressed and before u knew it we were at it. The sex was almost amazin I'm not gonna lie it could've been better but we clicked though I felt that and saw in his face he was enjoying it. We showered after, freshened up and went back to the room.
We walked around the neighborhood and just talked and when we got back to the hotel 2 new additions to the gang presented themselves let's call them Shorty and Fro. Shorty like his name is short and light skinned masculine with a slightly light voice. Fro has the prettiest curly afro I have ever seen! Hence the nickname LOL but he just a lil darker than me and just as tall. I labeled him an amazon, like me.
After a very long discussion we went and decided we were gonna go clubbin. We went to this club Ice Palace. I thought it was boring... It was filled with black gay people who were not hittin on me... LOL not that I wanted too because I was not drunk either high enough to deal with them :p I did say hello or an occasional ur cute too at guys that was staring just a little too long, and they turned. ugh.... I was like whatever if u aint got the balls to talk to me then don't stare! After a little bit of dancing and having fun and a lot walking!!! We went back to the hotel.
We (JJ, Jacques, Fro, Joe, Shorty) were just chillin in the hotel after the club and after a short while everyone decided to "sleep" Jacques fell asleep in a second and JJ was laying next to him and he asked me to come in the bed with him, I did. We just kissed till like 5 or 6am. And to my surprise Fro and Shorty were getting it on, on the other bed! LOL
I only stayed so long because I misunderstood that the boy I was talking about in "an American Affaires" blog aka Pariah was supposed to be here @ 5am but it turned out to be 5pm. After my hours long farewell kiss I went to my hotel to wake up to a mixed up situation between me my summer love and my american boyfriend...
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